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[03 Jul 2006|05:22pm] |
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I havn't updated in a really long time. So I will now...lacrosse camp was a lot of fun. There were a bunch of other camps there too, so we met a lot of people. The food was actually pretty good. I learned a lot too. I felt very accomplished by the end of the week. I came home and basically have had plans every night, which is nice. I like being busy. My family is starting to hate eachother, but I accept that. We all drive eachother crazy, and bitch about eachother, and then proceed to bitch about how we constantly bitch about eachother. I have an attitude, so I'm trying really hard not too, but failing miserably. Whatever, I'm a bitch, the only people who experience are my family. They'll get over it. I've been pretty boy crazy lately, it's getting out of hand. I'm having that stage where I like every guy I see. It's pretty ridiculous. I need to get out of that stage asap. I havn't talked to Robbie in a solid four days. It's a record. He's in the Cape, and hasn't made any attempts to contact me. I felt like I was the only one trying to stay in touch. I don't know. We'll see what happens. I think I'm going to go clean my room. Maybe.
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ive decided i love the drama of my life, and everything that comes with it. if i didnt have drama id be bitching my life is too boring. this drama keeps everything interesting, it keeps me going. i love that im the most indecisive person i know. ive come to a few conclusions on some things. my first conlusion is robbie is a great guy. hes amazing and im really lucky to have him in my life, and i dont want to lose him. ive also decided i care about dj with all my heart, and hes incredible, but hes my best friend, not my boyfriend. my emotions are probably being weird because im having a hard time dealing with him leaving. i feekl like we're meant to be great friends, not lovers. im going to miss him so much, but we'll stay in touch and we'll make it. i've also decided the hottest kid i've ever met in life, jay, could be an awesome friend. i really don't need more boys to decide from in my life. maybe something would come of his flirting, but chances are hes just a huge flirt and a really sweet guy. i think we could be good friends. and lastly if stet and i have held it together for the past five years, we can make it through his moving. i'll miss him insanely, but we will not lose touch, i know this for a fact. shayn and i also can drive up a weekend and visit or something. but i know that stet and i are not going to let this move hurt our relationship. the end=)).
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I'm distraught. Here's why.
#1 one of friends is driving me effing crazy and I can't even fucking stand her anymore
#2 my friend alex vitti who i just recently started hanging out with a lot is leaving for 6 weeks saturday, and i'm sad.
#3 my crush, robbie, is rafting until next tuesday, and i will be at lax camp then and won't be able to see him until i come home.
#4 my very good friend dj is moving to new york at the end of august, and its completely breaking my heart. its also making me realize how strong my feelings for him are, but i can't say anything because i know he doesn't want to start something before he moves, and i dont want to jeopordize our friendship. lets also keep in mind robbie is still in the picture. DRAMAA.
#5 i recently met the hottest kid ive ever seen in my life, and he flirts with me a lot. wtf??? DRAMAA SQUARED.
#6 one of my best friends, stetson, might be moving to maine in august also. the fact that i won't know for sure until like a month hurts so bad, and i hate that he has to leave along with dj, because hes the person i tell everything and it sucks hes moving so far away.
you see my problem(s).
gahh what to do!!!
i'll figure things out.
hopefully.
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[07 Jun 2006|11:20pm] |
Tonight I got my first ever varsity letter. It was a total surprise, the thought hadn't even crossed my mind. It through me for a loop when Leighto referred to me as a varsity player that played with JV. I was like HUHH??? Then Schmidt called my name and started to talk about how I stepped up a lot this year and everything and I was just so happy. I probably looked like the biggest douche bag ever, I bet I had a grin from ear to ear. It was awesome. anyone who knows me knows how much i dedicate to lacrosse, and how much I've sacrificed for it. I've busted my ass so hard for the past couple years and all I ever wanted was to get better and succeed and get recognition for all of my hard work. Now I'm finally acknowledged for it. It was just so awesome. This also means my senior year I'll get a plaque for 3rd year letters. EEK. I'm so excited about it.
I'm also excited about my mental health day/ mall trip tomorrow lol. =)))))))
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[03 Jun 2006|07:36am] |
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so i had a date with a boy last night and things went really well and it looks like this is going to work out and im vury happy about it =)) its about time i found a decent guy who wants to actually have a relationship with me. ahhhh its refreshing. <3
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[31 May 2006|08:48pm] |
YAAYYYY WORLDDD
AND FRIDAY NIGHT DATES WITH CUTE BOYS<3
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[24 May 2006|04:24pm] |
in my last entry i actually said the word "peachy". wtf??
anyway...so this is my current thought on my sweet sixteen. i want to run it by ppl because i want to know if they'd like that or not. i'm thinking a masqeurade ball. yeah, i know its wicked sweet sixteen mtv style, but you know me, i was way ahead of that show anyway. what would happen is we'd like rent a room, and we'd make look super fancy (but obviously it wouldnt be that fancy because im not hardcore rich) and it'd be kind of like a prom only sweet sixteen style. obviously ppl wouldnt go out and buy prom dresses, but something to that effect. i'm even thinking dates. guys, im going all out for this. i'd have my prince charming (ill let you know who that is when i do) and everyone can bring dates. i don't know why i want it but i do. is it to over the top? tell me if you guys would want to go to that or if you think its gay?? cause i don't want to have something no one wants to go to. OPINIONS PLEASE
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[21 May 2006|12:07am] |
today was a perfect day. i did my french project this morning, not so perfect but whatevs. then i had my retreat which was, dare i say, fun! We were in groups of our choice, and matt barry was there<3. as well as theresa, tori, mich, and more<3. i also reunited with Alex vitti, who i havnt seen in years, and met robbie wilber. We had a project where we had to act out a parable in a modern day skit. our skit was by far the best, but the best part was robbie and my rap at the end. we basically rocked the house. tonight so many people already mentioned it to me multiple times. im just waiting to hear the comments i get monday. specifically from kevin gallagher, because while i was rapping i could just see this huge smile on his face haha.
so tonight was beccas sweet sixteen. SO much fun! Even more fun than sophomore banquet. Luke and I MURDERED jenna and Chris in the dance off. We resurrected the shower. we also did the fish hook, and he spanked me, im not gunna lie. michelle recorded it, so hopefully that gets online sometime soon haha. then the rest of the night was just a ball. adam and i were dancing at one point, and because hes sooo tall he got down on him knees and was just dancing with me on his knees, it was so cute. people were like AWWWW and took tns of pictures. i can't wait to see those haha.
today was just peachy. it was one of those days, that everyone deserves to have once in a while. it was amazing, and i love all of my friends because they pretty much complete my life. it made me excited for my sweet sixteen. it kind of sucks though because i know im going to want to invite a million people, and obviously i can't. i just hate the obligation of migrating from people to people, not that i normally don't, but its just more annowying when its something you have to do. im going to start working on my guest list now haha.
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[16 May 2006|04:40pm] |
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There's this person that I've known for a long time and recently started talking to. Despite the fact that I have a crush on him, he's one of those people you meet and you're just like amazed at how motivated they are. Like, he's doing so much with his life, and he's one of those all around great guys. Knowing him lately has made me want to make something of myself. It's kind of inspiring, how determined he is. At first I thought I wish I had that inside of me, but I've realized that I do it was just hiding behind the laziness. I've decided that all the things I've wanted to do, and have given up on, I'm going to do. I'm glad I started talking to this person again. Even if things don't go the way I'm hoping, I know we're going to stay friends, because I just can't let that person slip out of my life. He's one of a kind.
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[14 May 2006|03:47pm] |
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Banquet was pretty fun. I love my dress. This week is the last week for the seniors. This makes me sad. A bit more sad than I would of been a week ago. hah. i got a nano yesterday. I already broke the headphones. Doesn't matter, they suck anyway. I wish I could put more than 240 songs on it, but thats alright. Better than 0 songs.
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[11 May 2006|11:59pm] |
Tonight was the last night of Oskey. TEAR. I don't want to talk about though because I'll get too sad.All I can say is this was one of the BEST years I've ever seen. It was hilarious, and anyone who missed it really did miss out. Props to Phil and Pete for being trashed, and no teachers or administrators of sorts noticing. I did think Phil was oddly annoying tonight, haha. In conclusion I'm going to miss you guys!!! But I can't wait till next year!!!
Tomorrow is sophmore banquet though, so I'm pretty excited about that! It should be fun. I love my dress. At first a lot of people weren't going, but a lot got tickets today. I might be going to Luke's afterwards. Whatsup heated pool?
I don't feel like writing more. Night.
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[10 May 2006|03:36pm] |
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I don't have much time. I am very busy this week. I just felt like updating. I don't really know what about. Just talking just to talk. I have to go. I guess I'll talk later.
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[29 Apr 2006|11:50pm] |
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So today was ironic. In general. We played Holliston before Varsity, we kind of got killed. Grr. I played a decent game, but I could've done better. So seeing how this week im the varsity back up I had to stay for their game and practice before it with them. So we're practicing and I go "Schmidt, seeing how I just played a whole game, if Thalia got hurt could I play?" and he was like "oh yeah, it doesn't matter". So I'm on the sidelines chillin out, its like not much time left in the first half and i'm icing my thumb (because i bruised it hxc) and boom. Thalia gets nailed in the head/neck. Next thing I know I'm going in! IRONIC??? YESS!!!! Everyone on the team was laughing so hard...Jacqui was like "lets talk about how Kerri asked if she would play if Thalia got hurt." Haha. But i did pretty good in the Varsity game. Thats really all I had to say. Goodnight.
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[27 Apr 2006|06:40pm] |
So lets talk about how im becoming a lesbian. just kidding. but seriously. im basically done with guys....even though if you know me well enough you'll know that is total bs. but anyway..i love when i try so hard not to jump to conclusion and take things slow and things work out so good then BOOM right in my face. pretty sweet deal. i might end it, if things stay this way for a little bit. i want to, but i dont. things are fine sometimes. im sick of getting cancled on, or being dissapointed. whatever. its not like guys that aren't assholes exist or anything. i mean, i can't blame them, they're born that way. i know a few who actually aren't assholes...but as of right now and forever they are untouchable because my friends keep dating them. ha.
ick whatevss.
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[25 Apr 2006|05:00pm] |
<<http://www.milforddailynews.com/highschool/view.bg?articleid=90538>>
that holds the article about the franklin girls lax game yesterday. i am mentioned. =)). very breifly...."Sophomore goaltender Kerri Montgomery notched the win, making seven saves.". but its cool. k peace.
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[24 Apr 2006|11:23pm] |
Today turned out A LOT better than I expected. Classes weren't too bad, except my bio teacher is a total nutcase and is giving us the most ridiculous homework ever.
So last night I get a call from Schmidt saying that Jacqui is out for the week, so I was going to be the varsity back up. Whatever, I'm still playing Jv and everything. So today completely coincidentally Thalia is out sick...a.k.a. I was due to play the varsity game...the whole thing. AHHHHH <--- was my reaction exactly. That also left Jill playing the whole JV game. Overall we did well, both teams. I was successful on varsity. we won 12-3 I think. JV also did well, winning 11-3 I think. I don't remember lol. jill did well too. We played Foxboro...not a very good team at all. I'd love to play varsity again though this season. but i'm perfectly happy with JV. Today was good. Better than yesterday times about 80 million.
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[23 Apr 2006|09:20pm] |
A good chunk of people are going away to college next year
I wish I was happy for them
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[23 Apr 2006|03:46pm] |
this vacation basically sucked
things are going downhill
fuck distance
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[21 Apr 2006|01:38pm] |
so theres this boy that i miss times a million
luckily he is coming home tomorrow
=))))))))))))))))))))
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[20 Apr 2006|06:27pm] |
I might be moving
definetely not out of franklin, no worries
i overheard my dad say we will not be taking the pool
fuck that
FUCK IT I SAYY!!!!
im distraught
im annoyed
im angered
im glad im going to ericas
i need to be away
i need to talk to somebody who will genuinely care and listen
someone with a different perspective on things
i need to talk to erica
i love talking to her
i love listening to her
i love her in general, im glad we're hanging out again.
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